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► Do not be in a hurry to use the God's verses to prove the God's existence to those who doubt his existence. But let's be the ones with our personality and our lives will make them feel that it is impossible if there is no God. Then, do not just use the God's verses to prove that we are right, but let us be the ones who can prove the truth of God's verses.
I found that phrase written on a piece of crumpled paper in between the pieces of paper being selected to throw into the trash.
Can you imagine their fate? The papers. They were selected, (by my hands) not to be kept back, but to get ready to say goodbye to their friends in the same folder.
The sentences were written with my handwriting. I wrote them with a bit hasty. It can be seen from how I did not put a punctuation mark at the end of the sentence. A point, for example? Then, the sentence itself. I read it again. I'm sure it's not the words that jump out of my mind, those who seek their own freedom to be given their meaning, or to be understood by their readers. Or to be read many times and not to be understand many times, too. No. They are not my words, but I also did not manage to find out who was its author, at least anyone who ever had those words in him/her.
I was trying hard to remember, witnessed by other papers that (maybe) they're questioning their fate, "Are you going to throw us after finding that one, Cisca?"
"Who asks that? Why sounds so sad?"
Once again I looked to them. A pile of dog-eared papers. Then I saw my own shadow through the windowpane. No difference between us. The rumpled papers. And me. And my handwriting on the love of a man. I forgot, who did I mean at that time. Now my memory became more and more filled. At least, there were two things here, the writing on the first paper and a love letter to a man without identity on the the other paper. God and my man. Ah, it's too time-consuming for thought instantaneously and simultaneously, at this very moment.
So, I canceled my plans to select them one by one. I rearranged them all and put them back as before. And surprisingly, I was relieved to save them back into the same folder. After I put everything as before, I kind of rushed out of the room.
In the living room I saw my fiance was reading a book. Ah no, the papers, too. 1,2,3!3,2,1! Hey, did he also have the same papers as I have? I reacted instinctively: go right to the front of him and make sure that my papers did not have supernatural powers themselves by showing off their magic by making themselves flew and landed right on top of his reading. A miracle that made them shamelessly say, "Hi!", for example? And I imagined he would see then read my love letter to my man without identity. Whoever the man without identity, then of course now he has a new identity. He is someone else for my fiance. And another one for him means a lot of things. Friend? Foe? Boss? Lackey? Ah, Whoever he is, I can guarantee he's not his brother.
Oh. Thank goodness. My papers and my fiance, his papers and me : We did not know each other.
"Have you found it, hon?" he asked in a casual tone, but I was somewhat surprised by his question. "Does he also has additional intelligence in reading the mind? And in this case is, my mind? A mind that has so far not managed to remember who the author of the phrase in the first paper was, yet?"
"What?" I even asked him back. Go away, Nervousness!
"Your socks. Your socks in your childhood. Did you say you keep it for years, and you will wear it for our baby?" he answered, still with a relaxed tone.
My Socks! Yes, they are! 123! 321! In the living room there was me, and him. Our baby was in his room. Our nanny is a good nanny. She is always with our baby. My fiance is also a good man. He is always with me in every time we have time to be together. He says he loves me. I also love him. But why at this moment -- when we have time to be together -- I felt that there was just me the fool, and a fool? Is this the right time to say goodbye to a stupid woman like me? If he wants it so, I do not mind. A stupid woman (like me) deserve to be left by a good man (like him). Good-bye, dahling. We have said goodbye to each other, precedes what I want to do to them. My papers! Hi, there.
He's right. Before I was here, I was going to find my socks in my childhood. And they have not been found yet. I felt I was in here just to go back there again : heading to the closet where I keep the socks, and not go looking for another thing to another place that you and he does not know at all where it is.
I saw his face once again. When he was in such a relaxed, I felt sex was the most damaging situation. Indeed he is handsome, but at this point he is not too precise to be enjoyed like a starving person in front of delicious dishes.
Unfinished. Will be continued.
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(CZ-lacalifusa050613)
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Shhh, see this story progress. Soon they will publish to you that he had been buried in a place witnessed by his wife from a distance. Let's wait a few more days to prove my estimation.
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